Dear anyone that treats you badly,
Thank you. You're the reason I know I deserve ten times better than you and the way you treated me.
You made me realise that no matter how well you think you know someone, they will always be able to shock you. In the most unpleasant of ways. I now see that people are always strangers, no matter how close you are to them. You never fully know someone because you are not them, you don't see what they see, you don't feel what they feel and you don't know what they know.
You never knew me.
You knew the me that you had degraded and hurt; created.
You made me lose who I am, and it's almost funny how easy it is to lose yourself, but then so difficult to find yourself again.
But,
things only get as bad as you are willing to let them. Blinded by the you that you wanted me to see, I let them get to a point of almost no return.
When I think of you now, all I feel is a mixture of disappointment and elation; disappointment that I allowed myself to get hurt, elation that it's over. Will never happen again. And that I've learnt my lesson.
Time heals everything and nothing last forever.
Thank God.
Lots of hate,
The me that you never got to see.
wow... x
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